"Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we boast in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us." (Romans 5: 1-5) Hey. :) I'm Levi, I'm 17, and I unfortunately live in Maryland. I am in love with the single most beautiful girl on this earth. I hope you enjoy. :)
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Ahh, I’ve never been able to sleep before long trips. I don’t know why I had it in my mind that I would be able to. This isn’t even just a long trip. :/ Damn, I’m so ready to get out of this house and see my mom, but with that comes leaving Ashley. What a depressing thought. :/ I really thought I loved her last year when I left. Looking back on it I had no idea what love really was. Last year was so hard for me. Gosh, I don’t even want to imagine how hard this year is gonna be. We were just starting our relationship off then. There is soo much more on the line now. We have grown so much individually and as a couple.
The suckiest thing to think about is that I know exactly how my summer is gonna turn out. I'm gonna get tired of my family as soon as the first arguement breaks out. Then I'm gonna want to come home and get away from the arguing, when in reality it really doesn't matter where I go the arguing never stops. The worst thing about being there though is that Ash can't be here in person to talk to. Phone calls are beyond great, but if you've ever been in a situation like this you know that phone calls feel so much different knowing that the other person is only a few minutes away rather than a few hundred miles. This is already one of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with and I haven't even left yet. Today just crept up with no warning.
The upside to all this is I know it's just another obstacle God is giving us. An obstacle I'm more than willing to overcome. We will be a lot stronger and closer than ever. In this sense I really can't wait.
Hot cow man, its Friday already. Freak I'm gonna miss my ghostrider. :/ Well, enjoy my random venting. Now its time for temple run til I fall asleep. Wish us luck.
I can’t believe this chain of events. Seriously dude?
Well my anon friend..I guess that really depends. Lets see. What if its a habbit? She has had a habbit that I didn’t like and I told her. We worked together to have her stop. Ultimately it was her decision because when it comes to habbits only you can change it if you want to change it. Other people can’t do it for you. As for me I have a habitt that she didn’t have to tell me she didn’t like. I straight up told her about it and that I wanted to stop and I’ve slowly been stopping. What if its something that you don’t intentionally do? Well if I don’t intentionally do it and she doesn’t like it then of course I would try to change that. What if it’s something that I enjoy like a sport? Umm, if I like basketball and she doesn’t like me playing that’s something she would have to understand. I would be willing to meet half way though. Like, pause during a game to text her. What if its a struggle? If I struggle with something that she doesn’t like. Well..that’s kinda like the habbit and sport she would have to help me, see that I want to change, understand that its a struggle, and if possible help me. There are plenty more situations so specify..please.. in none of these would I say I would do it and not do it. I try not to lie and I try not to keep things from people especially my girlfriend. Here’s something for you to chew on. :) If you want to talk don’t go on anon. Just make sure its your business before you come at me like this.
I can already tell I won’t be able to sleep tonight. To anyone who prays please pray for me. Thank you.
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My thoughts exactly.
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